RUSTY JABBZ NEWSLETTER MARCH 2013 ISSUE #01

RUSTY JABBZ NEWSLETTER MARCH 2013 ISSUE #01 Presents "THE TWENTIETH ANNIVERSARY G.L.B.T. EXPO EDITION" I gain amusement from this, another year. Another year of GAY, LESBIAN, BI, TRANSGENDER. Yeesh, I can say them words out of my mouth like my high school cheerleading squad. Four groups, that come together to form an alliance to create such a superb event. Creating something, this spectacular for the past 20 years known to us as the "GLBT EXPO". This will be my second time attending. Last year, I was heavily in anticipation as I waited for my first appearance of the GLBT Expo 2012. But, a lot can change in 365 days. I know, to some of my viewers and friends who maybe reading this. Your probably wondering, whether or not I came to my senses on all of this homosexual fiasco. This is now, "MY GAY ERA" and it officially begun. Part of me wanted to come out here but the thing is, which part? There's three sides of me. You have the regular, Jason Lamar and then there's the photographer/writer, Jason Lamar (You can already guess, which side I chose) and last but not least, there's the bi-sexual, Jason Lamar. Or, as I like to call him, "GAYSPIN". Don't get me wrong, "Money Over Bullshit" has always been my moniker. My life just isn't that simple anymore ever since the closet have been busted wide open. Once my third party was released, it has been the 3 of us tearing at each others throats and thoughts. I'am proud that I've came out the closet two years ago and came to terms with myself of who I really am. At the same time knowing this information can get in the way of your everyday life and special requirements. It's like once your out of the closet or just a average gay person they expect support at these different gay and lesbian gatherings. Which I would love to go to and show some love but I can not go to everyone. Sometimes I cannot go to any of them. Basically, the point I'm trying to make today is NOTORIOUS DAY! I would like to give a shout out to and my continued prayers to the Wallace Family for the loss of Christopher "Notorious "B.I.G." Wallace, for the past 19 years. REST IN PEACE BIG POPPA! I had made plans for later this evening for a live, Biggie Tribute outside my window. This is what I was discussing, earlier about my parties clashing (personalities if you will) with one another. I just couldn't decide within myself whether or not, should I stay home and set up the tables for my Biggie's tribute or head to the Jacob Javits Center and hold it down for my tru "Gz". True Indeed, I could have gone tomorrow being that this is a two day affair. But, there is no tomorrow, I'll be busy into something else. I hope now your grasping what I've been saying how my gay lifestyle sometimes interacts with my personal and business affairs which leads me to making hard decisions. Maybe the decision wasn't so hard, at least its hot out today. Last year, man dam it was fuckin' COLD! & WINDY TOO! I didn't know, how long I planned to stay for the expo. Quite frankly I never know, how long I plan to stay for these event. You can never take me on face value, I say one thing then do another. I ended up staying all the way to the closing. Which I believe part of that may have something to do with the open bar. You know me and open bars just like men you can't have free booze around me. Can I really say, today was rocking, so so. I mean, they're selling and giving away the same junk as last year. I say, about 85% more of the same junk from last year. The same junk here is probably the same junk that's still sitting in my bedroom. I see, lots of people walking around the Javits Center with these bright pinkish-purple Provincetown bags including myself. Bags are stacked and full with enough literature and trinkets from every vendor within the vicinity. I'm going easy on the vendor visits. I want less things to travel back home with besides I'm here more for media coverage. I was a bit uncertain about today's "20th Anniversary GLBT Expo" nonetheless, I had a great time, as minimal time it was. Perhaps I may have stacked among self some excessive amount of GLBT trinkets and literature, lol. That's alright lets see how long it'll last in my crib before I toss them away and I never get a chance to look at them. The same goes for everyone that's in attendance here, this afternoon. They do the same thing. It's about 6 o'clock, I'm looking to go home anyway. Besides I need to get myself out of this tight spot I got myself into. I have this thong wedged so far up between the cheeks of my buns, oh lord talk about pain. I got myself all freaked out in hopes to get laid. Don't you just hate it when men say, "NO!" I was trying to capture this hot brutha on film. Eventually I had to step off when I started to feel like a tramp for chasing him down. Although, I believe I was hit on a little bit later in the afternoon by this cute guy, a little bit on the "bear" side though. We did exchange phone numbers and we'll see where it goes from here. GLBT volunteers are walking around passing out condoms. I said to myself earlier, "I'm not even sure if I'm getting laid tonight". I'am pretty sure guys, if I was getting laid, there wouldn't be a Rusty Jabbz being conducted at this time, lol. In closing, I would just like to say, do not take me on face value, lol. I know, at the beginning of this issue it sounded as if I was in heavy doubts and restraints about coming to the GLBT Expo this afternoon. And, more than likely them same feelings and restraints may return throughout the year towards upcoming events. Or, may even return next year. Whatever should occur in forthcoming events just know that today's GLBT Expo was indeed more educational and open-minded. It allowed me to do other things that I very seldom do and see things that I very seldom see. It's not often you see a handicap deaf/ blind trio: Two of them are deaf and One of them is blind and deaf. Seeing something like that makes you wonder. Are they, GAY? Yes, gay is the key word. What else would you think when you see them at a GLBT Expo. I think, that's cool. In fact kind of intriguing, "HANDICAP GAYS!". Matter of fact, I don't even know if they are gay but that's the beauty of it. It's like a mystery, to have you guessing who they are? Something else I enjoyed seeing today other than the performances was the fact that several parents in good graces bringing out their children to the GLBT Expo. This is something I recalled from last year, I just didn't address it. I like, what today's parents are doing, I know some may not agree and probably think they're exposing their child to a lifestyle that they shouldn't. I find it to be educational on the child's behalf. If I can go back 20 years, you think my mother and father would have ever volunteered to take me here. Yeah, right the only fun place my parents know is church.(No Disrespect, Christ!!) I'm just saying times have changed and I really love it. Well, I love it for certain things. Twenty years ago, when this GLBT Expo began gays and lesbians were scared to come to this affair openly. No one wasn't thinking about making this expo a tourist attraction, a commercial entity or even bringing their little children and having them running around all over place. I'm happy for the change and for how far we have come. 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